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mermermerr [14 Jul 2010|09:41pm]
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[28 Apr 2010|11:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]

You know how you look back in your life to times when things felt so upsetting/frightening/unbelievable/overwhelming that it couldn't possibly get worse? Then a few months from that point you feel it all over again? I like that. Not negative events and emotions, but the intensity. It seems like all too much. Then, a week or so in the future, it's not much at all. The next time that moment comes around, you think, well, this must be the most intense thing that's ever going to happen to me. Ever. It's not. It reminds me that I'm alive and that I still have many things that are going to happen to me: positive, negative, intense, or not.

I'd like to sum up this past year with a sigh. This is not a sigh of relief or contempt. I don't know what it is exactly, but it feels appropriate. Sadly, a sigh does not show shit on a screen. Let me trivialize my memories with Google images: kthnxbyeeCollapse )

OH.... And finals are next week :)

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[08 Dec 2009|09:55pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

It's funny because approximately three years ago I said, "I’d rather not write a paper and have time for this ridiculously long survey, so let’s do the damn thing!" I'm guessing some things never do change. FACTCollapse )

I'm excited for Christmas! And finals are next week :)

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[24 Aug 2009|12:18am]
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[11 Aug 2009|10:25pm]
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stick to the B E A T [02 Aug 2009|07:03pm]
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I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl [13 Jun 2009|08:45pm]
[ mood | alone ]


1) monkey - children
2) lion - pride
3) sheep - friendship
4) cow - basic needs
5) horse - my passion

Apparently I'm down for outing my future children and pride to continue some companionship until I ultimately decide that I want sacrifice all of the above and eating, sleeping, etc. to continue on with my passions. In all honesty, that mouthful tastes about right. At least at this point in time.


1) Daniel
2) rabbit
3) I look and it continues what it was doing.
4) medium (4-5 bedroom, 2 bath house), 2 stories
5) no fence
6) vase of fresh flowers
7) ceramic cup
8) I bring it back into the house to be washed.
9) big ole lake
10) canoe

haha I don't think I'm supposed to make my Saturday evening internet activity public.

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[04 Jun 2009|11:45pm]
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Glorious [30 May 2009|09:15pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

I work at Scarborough South.. as a fee collector.
I'm going to be living between Lincoln and Snug Harbor.
I think I'm also going to be getting a vehicle!

This doesn't really have much to do with anything.

For an hour or so I thought I found the meaning of life. I didn't, but I'm content with what I've experienced: "See. Love. Accept. Eight = infinity = two circles. Two circles together. We all know it. We're learning/teaching always. Fuck arrows." There was also something about simple being slow, but advancement being pain. lol whut?

I cannot estimate time or keep track of or stay on top of it.
I'd much rather organize.
I don't really want this to be changed.

- find courses in college that are what I'm looking for
- never again get close to the epic fail this semester was
- choose my career, but never feel stuck (this is a big deal)
- build a home on a lake with a porch and blackberry vines
- an impulsive trip to Belize and RV adventures thrown in there

I'm going to improve.
You're my motivation.

Still smitten.

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[11 May 2009|01:24am]
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this ship of fools I'm on will sink [12 Mar 2009|10:33am]
[ mood | pensive ]

Last Thursday I saw Brand New live.
I just realized how satisfying that is for me to have done.

Life is happening.

Foolish fondness.
You and I are magic: smitten as kittens.

I can't wait for the weather/places that brings peace each year.
I want to be beautiful again. Winter makes me so ugly.


I'm growing up.

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Overview for January 17, 2009 [17 Jan 2009|11:05pm]
[ mood | good ]

Daily Singles
You've seen the prize, and you won't stop until he or she is yours. Before you trip over yourself, consider the consequences. If this person is in rebound mode, still sort of in a relationship or works with you, consider it off limits. The payout isn't worth the risk.

Someone new could be a great candidate for a new romance -- if you're interested.

No matter what has been going on lately, you feel a sense of relief and good energy flooding your senses. It's a good day to let go of old baggage or to embrace a harbinger of good times ahead.

I don't know why I've been following my horoscope so closely lately. Maybe I feel too lonely and this is just something to help me reflect. Anyway, I can't wait to begin the second semester in a couple of days. There are too many faces that I haven't seen in too long. Shish!

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"I want to get to know u" [09 Jan 2009|12:44am]

Leo is enthusiastic, energetic, affectionate, and optimistic. Leo has a great deal of self confidence but also has a great fear of being made to feel disgraced and ridiculed. Leos are surprisingly sensitive and easily hurt, but they do have a tendency to dominate which should never be underestimated. It is always meant well, as they only want to bring out the best in the people they care about or work with. Born leaders, they can take command of a situation in any emergency and see it through to its completion.

The Leo lover has always shown a driving need to express their true love nature. They have a talent for blending the most tender romantic sentiments with bold sexuality. Leos are great devotees of the dating ritual. They love giving gifts and will go to almost any lengths to make their adored feel special. Despite their winning personality, it isn't always easy to be friends with a Leo. They may need to be brought down to earth at times; although, no one could ask for a better friend. If approached in the right way, Leos will do almost anything, but they expect praise and appreciation in return. Pride is their Achilles heel.
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time makes you bolder [07 Dec 2008|11:36pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

As 2008 slowly comes to a close, I'd just like to review what's happened the past few months through some pictures. shishhhCollapse )

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go with the flow [10 Sep 2008|07:36pm]
[ mood | all of the ocean's blues ]

I've got a lie in my mouth
a secret that I just can't talk about
I've got a thirsty lip
pour me a drink of your sweetest kiss
and I've got a lonely ear
I wake up at night and pretend you were here
I've got a reason to hope
cause you haven't said yet that you don't

Life is so fresh and new right now. I've been at college and it's strange and interesting and exciting. I can get sad, but it's sad how our brains let us get that way. The library with Bianca made me happy, almost like middle school. I want to go on and on about how I miss Adam, but we're no longer together, and my roommates, and Kyle, Colleen, Kim, new friends, cockroaches and alcohol. People think I'm weird. My schoolwork is overwhelming, but I don't let it whelm me. I'm learning. I'm happy at the moment and hope my occasionally sadness doesn't take it away. These are going to be some of the best years of my life.

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[14 Aug 2008|09:07pm]
I looked in the mirror and I was on fire;
somebody yelled out, "Hey, stop, drop, and roll!"
I said, "That might save my skin, but it won't save my soul."


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My heart will stop if I put out the fire. As long as I'm burning,
I'll keep on yearning to save the world. Not sure how, but I'm learning.
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edge of where the ocean meets the land [29 Jul 2008|11:45am]
Yesterday I had a really good birthday. It was a simple day, but I got errands done with my mom and then Adam made me dinner. We filled our bellies with wine and watched Meet the Robinsons. I couldn't fall asleep until about 3:00am, which hasn't been happening recently. I can't really remember what's been going on the past month.

I've gotten my housing assignment and started talking to my roommates.
They seem cool. I'm really excited for move-in day.

I house-sat in Wakefield.
A lot of alone time, beach, and relaxation.

Why does my mom water the plants at noon?

I always want to tell everybody my stories and lies, but then pictures let people come up with of all that themselves. Sooo here ya go: don't get leafed behindCollapse )
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Take me to Teotihuacan! [29 Jun 2008|04:51pm]
[ mood | tired ]

This is awesome.Collapse )

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awkward stages [23 Jun 2008|12:46am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

By the way, things have been a lot better.
Orientation was really cool. I actually feel like URI fits with me now.


BIO 101-8001 (lec)
MWF 9:00AM - 9:50AM

BIO 101-L820 (lab)
F 12:00PM - 1:50PM

BIO 130-8003 (sem)
W 2:00PM - 3:15PM

MTH 111-8006 (lec)
MWF 10:00AM - 10:50AM

WRT 106-0005 (lec)
TTh 9:30AM - 10:45AM

ART 207-0003 (stu)
TTh 11:00AM - 1:45PM


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[08 Jun 2008|09:41pm]
I think I'm falling into depression. I realized there's nobody I can just call up to chat with or cry to anymore. Of course there are those who I'm sure are willing, but I don't feel I have that connection with people like I used to. People don't rebound the same type of feelings that I have towards them. I probably build too many walls around myself (thank you eighth grade and all the damage you did). I broke up with Adam because he was the only one I actually turned to when I was upset, which wasn't fair to him. He's usually busy or with friends when I really need to talk and that's not good for either of us. He shouldn't have to ignore whatever he's doing, and I shouldn't have to sit alone wondering whether or not it's okay to call. I'm not looking forward to senior week. Just give me my yearbook and diploma and let me spend the summer floating in my pool. I've been unhealthy. I feel distant from everybody. I rarely get invited out anywhere anymore. Yeah, maybe that's my fault, but I don't know. It's lonely. And I've resorted to telling the internet about it.
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